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I'm so honored right now. I made a YouTube video speaking out against misogyny (female sexualization) and homophobia in the Godzilla fan community. Prominent people in the fandom (like artist Matt Frank) and others shared it to make a point. It circulated through the fandom and I'm so grateful that one of my videos could do something to help the fandom I've been apart of for over 15 years. 

Here is the video my friends, please continue to spread it: 

Overall, I've been wonderful lately. I'm almost done with my first semester of teaching! :)
  • Mood: Zest
  • Listening to: "Bed of Lies" -Nicki Minaj (feat. Skylar Grey)
  • Drinking: Green tea
You know... I thought about renewing my premium membership.. and then I ask myself: What the hell does having a premium membership accomplish?

I haven't sold prints.. it's not like I make money off DA. So what's the POINT!?
  • Mood: Zest
  • Listening to: "What I've Done" -Linkin Park
  • Drinking: Chamomile Lemon Tea

How Much I've Changed...

Tue Sep 23, 2014, 9:26 PM


I had a nostalgic moment earlier this evening that consisted of me going through all of my prior journal entries here on DA. I've shared so much pain and difficulty on this site over the past 7-8 years... it's a bit surreal. Almost every entry over the past few years consisted of me being heartbroken or angry over a failed relationship. If it wasn't that, it was me reeling over the sensation of being alone. Now that I look back at those things I almost seem... like a metamorphosed insect. I do not feel those sensations anymore. My question is: why?

My best theory as to why I do not feel horribly alone anymore is because of the horrible relationship I chose to endure last year. Yeah, Zach, that's right. My biggest regret here on dA is deleting several of the journal entries I wrote during my relationship; entries outlining the ridiculousness I was dealing with. Well, I guess if anything I'll just outline the difficulties I experienced last year in these next couple paragraphs.

Basically, my whole idea of what a relationship should be was eviscerated by Zach. I gave so much... I gave too much. I traveled 50 miles nearly every day to see him after working an 8-12 hour shift at work only to spend one night of him playing video games; followed by me having to go back to work the next morning. Our relationship consisted of partying, drinking, him coercing me into smoking and placing me in negative situations. He got caught shop-lifting at a market store and because I was too afraid of him being thrown in jail, I thought it would be a brilliant idea to help pay for his fines. He'll claim he didn't beg/ask me to do so, but he also did that. After giving this much and spending a significant sum of money on him I came to the conclusion that it needed to end. I think sacrificing 6 months of my life, over $1,000 and likely some much needed brain-cells was enough. After all, his only reasoning for not giving me anything back was: "Well I'm with you, isn't that enough?" 

Yeah, thus that ended. Of course we had a couple months of argumentation and conflict afterward where he would message me and harass me. That bullshit was put to a halt, quickly. I guess in the end I just pitied him. I had the desire of creating my own life and success -- he did not. He just wanted to sit back and drink in his own self-created pot-cloud.

Well, October marks about 10 months since all of that horrible crap ended. The past year has consisted of me focusing on going back to school and waiting for the 'one.' Granted, I have grown comfortable in my singledom. I will admit though I have been talking to a guy quite a bit over the past few months - while it is a long distance situation, I do find myself smitten by him. Of course, I am overly cautious because of what I recently went through - which I'd like to think is understandable. But I do have strong feelings for him, I just wanted to throw that out there. 

It's crazy, guys n' gals. I'm a university instructor now... on my way to get my Master's Degree.. and I'm living on my own. A year ago today I would have never believed this. "I am what I have been becoming." -Ace Lundon

  • Mood: Zest
  • Listening to: "What I've Done" -Linkin Park
  • Drinking: Chamomile Lemon Tea
Which kaiju are you most excited to see in the next Legendary Godzilla film?
38%
6 deviants said King Ghidorah
31%
5 deviants said Mothra
19%
3 deviants said Rodan
13%
2 deviants said Godzilla

Mothra, t.A.T.u. and Life

Fri Sep 19, 2014, 3:36 PM


First of all.. please flip out with me over this Mothra digital art:

Mothra, Protector of Earth by BlackMatter234

I'm so excited about Mothra being in the next Legendary Godzilla film. It's about time we get a beautifully Americanized version of the Queen of the Monsters. Of course this is merely art, but it is how I've always envisioned her. So thank you :iconblackmatter234: for making it!

Anyway.

So do you guys know about the musical group t.A.T.u.? Yeah the Russian pop-duo group who pretended to be lesbians in order to gain publicity? Well one of their members just basically said that she would not support her son if he ended up gay. Being gay isn't manly enough to be a real man in her opinion - not to mention she thinks lesbians are perfectly acceptable because straight men like them. Fuck that.

I made a YouTube video about this subject, please go watch: 

  • Mood: Disbelief
  • Listening to: "Lost in the Echo" -Linkin Park
  • Eating: Salad
  • Drinking: Water
I'm so honored right now. I made a YouTube video speaking out against misogyny (female sexualization) and homophobia in the Godzilla fan community. Prominent people in the fandom (like artist Matt Frank) and others shared it to make a point. It circulated through the fandom and I'm so grateful that one of my videos could do something to help the fandom I've been apart of for over 15 years. 

Here is the video my friends, please continue to spread it: 

Overall, I've been wonderful lately. I'm almost done with my first semester of teaching! :)
  • Mood: Zest
  • Listening to: "Bed of Lies" -Nicki Minaj (feat. Skylar Grey)
  • Drinking: Green tea

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Donny Winter
United States
Current Residence: West Branch, Michigan
Favourite genre of music: Celtic, Classical, some Metal
Favourite photographer: Steve, Libby, Sahra, Cyndi
Favourite cartoon character: Butterfree pokemon rocks!, Krillin from DBZ and Gohan, Sailor Moon, Sailor Uranus
Personal Quote: "Life can be good and can be bad, despite the different aspects of it, it is worth living."
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:iconfaithless12:
faithless12 Featured By Owner 4 hours ago  Hobbyist
thanks for the fave :)
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shaza-v Featured By Owner Sep 30, 2014
thanks for the fav :D
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ShroomyMushrooms Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2014
Nice photography! and kudos to liking Godzilla, he is the shit :D
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Eternal-Mothra Featured By Owner Sep 7, 2014
Thank you! :)
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ShroomyMushrooms Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2014
Anytime ^.^
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alelabate Featured By Owner Edited Aug 22, 2014
Awnnn :)
I`m soooooo happy, and you`re the reason
Just wanted you to know that...
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vastarantakettu Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for+fav  :happybounce:
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alelabate Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2014
Just marry me :D
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Eternal-Mothra Featured By Owner Jul 14, 2014
Hahhaha hi there
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alelabate Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2014
Hello :D
You can add me on facebook if u want :D
Ale Labate i have photos of mine there
how are you ?
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