From Deep Within

The long distance is so painful
Everyday that endlessly goes by,
I want to see you more and more
I wish I had wings, so to you I could fly….

Ever since I met you
I’ve felt something so special
From the first moment I read your writing
To the time we became friends,
You are a beloved jewel I cherish,
In my life’s darkest ocean….

What are these feelings that I have?
Am I not attracted to males?
The truth I, yes I am----
However there is yet another truth,
I’m attracted to your personality.
And your beautiful imagination….

You and I have shared so much
Spilled our hearts to each other,
And understand each other
I feel as though I owe my heart to you
No matter what guy I find out there,
A piece of my heart will always be yours….

You are one of the only ones,
Whom I can share my passions with.
Without the fear of being hurt,
We celebrate what we hold dear together
Regardless of how mature or immature we are….

I feel we are soul mates----or soul siblings
And I feel such strong empathic connections to you,
You are indeed my female half,
Regardless of other people’s objections….

You are the day to my night,
The rose that warms my heart
Forever you and I will be close
Beyond friendship----beyond family
Some may mistake this as me being in love
Yet I feel that it is so much more….

Whatever it is, it is special
How precious you are, is merely a description to begin
For the feelings I feel for you,
Come from deep within…